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roomate hell

I havent written in here for a while, cause i really havent had a private moment at a comp you know. theres always someone around looking over my shoulder. so ive been writting in my notebook journal. but i like this better. so umm an update.

i got my taxes. i bought a laptop. stealing neighbors internet. hey they fucking make so much noise its only fair. um i got a new roomate whos fucking insane. why do i get stuck with these type of insane people? seriously? her friend linda made her out to be a saint. and now true colors are showing and im fucking stuck... i cant just kick her out, cause she seriously needs help. and im not in a situation to be without a roomate that pays rent ontime. slowly i found out that my roomate who is 55 yrs old, is hooked on prescription meds. anything thats a downer. that makes her check out for like 8 hours at a time. she steals meds from all her friends. her friends have put her thro rehab like 20 times in the past like 10 yrs. she does it, and within days she gets back out and goes right back to what she was doing.

now i wasnt told this up front. i was told she was out of rehab, and she needed a place that had no drugs or drinking. I am the most sober person you will met. lol i have really bad ears, and so if i drink, i can drink like 3 beers and im fucking drunk off my ass, and the last time i drank was like 3 yrs ago, with sausha and nikki and i ended up puking all over saushas steps. so yeah i havent drank since. i take meds like paxil for my depression.... and lisinopril which is a blood pressure med. and the asprin for headaches ya know... nothing big.

so patty has a safe place to be in, no drugs and no drinking. im not a party type person, im a chillaxe and watch movies and read and listen to music and talk type person. im also really private. i like to be alone... i know im weird shut up lol :)

so linda, pattys friend of like 20 yrs helps move her into my aptment. and after everything is settled in and pattys here, she wants tv and online, i said i dont have the cash now, and so patty spent a lot of time at lindas house. so for like the first month she spent maybe like 6 whole days here. the rest at lindas.

then one day linda calls me and says we have to talk. patty took a bunch of meds and shes needs to sleep it off. well in walks patty, walking that drunk walk... and goes into her bedroom and crashes on the bed. linda talks to me, and we go into her bedroom grab all her purses and bags and go thro to see what meds she has.

we took like 15 bottles of pills out of that room, and im sure more were hidden. so we sat in lindas car with the doors locked, and patty on the outside banging on the window yelling "give me back my pills" all slurred like.

we give her the 3 pills she is prescribed by her docs. the rest linda keeps.

next few weeks go by... its ok. shes spends most of of the time over at lindas so no worry for me. shes doing ok, she calls and checks in... we spend a couple nites watching movies and eating pizza. just chillin. things are good.

then i get food poisoning from taco bell. and after that patty seems to stay more at lindas... which is fine by me. so from dec 17th to jan 8th i dont see her.

on jan 8th my cat is sick. hes on his death bed. and i had a horrible day. i lost my kitty oliver that day. but linda and patty were with me and helped me thro that tough day. that was the last time i seen patty normal til today.

so from jan 8th to now, she spent the nite here a total of like 5 times. the rest of the time she was at lindas.

now between that time... who knows how may times she was sober.

so yesterday I get a call from one of pattys friend. al. he asks are you home? are you going to stay home? If i knew what was in store i would have said no and to go to the ER.

so he says we are bringing patty home, shes drunk. omfg. the last time she drank, she was in the er and had her stomach pumped. so now in my mind im freaking out.

i call my sister and talk to her, she says if shes not responsive take her to the er or call the cops.

so al arrives and patty is in the front seat and shes drooling... and shes moaning. shes not normal. it freaked me out.

it took me, al, and theresa to walk her up two flights of stairs. she pees her pants. we put her in the bed. and shes moaning really loud. and we have her on her side. but im affraid she will roll off the bed and hurt herself, im affraid she will puke and choke on it and DIE. i really didnt know what to do. and Im not a nurse. so I really didnt have faith in me that i could take care of her the way she needed to be.

and my gut was saying call the cops and get her to the er. so both al and theresa were like its a beautiful day and i have shit to do, so yeah im not gonna let patty ruin my day with her pitty bullshit. and thats why she can sleep it off.

i asked what happened before she came over. al says patty was with another male friend and they got into a fight, he kicked her out of the car, over by tacobell on appleway. so she walked from taco bell down the block to the liquior store and both a 5th of gin and guzzled the whole thing. she also took a bunch of pills. how many and what? we dont know. she then called al. who didnt know she just drank a bottle of booze and downed pills.

so he comes gets her and they go home, well within like a half hour she went from being normal talking patty to slumped over drooling patty on the couch. so he brought her here.

now i understand that they have been thro this with patty like 200000000 times in the past 20 yrs with patty. but to throw it on me i think is bullshit, cause it freaked me the fuck out. and i was seriously thinking shes dying of an OD.

both al and theresa were wanting no part in taking her to the ER. so i waited until they left and i called the cops. so i had 3 cops come to the house..... and like 5 paramedics to haul her down the stairs... and take her to the ER. and when the paramedics came into her room she wasnt moving.... she wasnts making any noise. she was breathing tho. she was totaly unresponsive otherwise. and they found like 8 pill bottles.

i told them what happened and i said she needs to be commited to the hospital and stay and get clean.

so what do I see at like 6pm tonight. patty walking in. i was like wtf you shouldnt be out. but no the hospital discharged her and let her go. so shes comes by to get her purse and phone and some clothes and leaves... with who and for how long? I dont know.

but god i dont know how she talked her way out, or why they let her go. but she needs help and its something i cant do. and she has to want it to. you can lead a horse to water but you cant force it to drink.

update omg! Im still alive!

well im back some what... i got a new laptop. and yes im just typing... i dont fell like doing all of the punction... blah.

so update. new laptop. got taxs. getting tat colored. have a weird roomate who is a perscribtion drug user. and i tend to end up babysitting. wtf. um my mom is still sick, has no idea yet whats wrong with her. ha even the docs are scratching their heads on whats wrong with her. shes been in and out of the hospital. its gone from almost death to back to normal and then back to almost death. with so many weird things inbetween. im not really sure what else... ohh um lost my job, its been like 7 or 8 months now. it sucks but, its giving me time to be with my mom and help her out.

its easter and i wore a dress and went out with the family to eat at a nice place. haha the CDA resort. it was fun and food was amazing.

ive had so many thoughts locked up inside of me the past like 6 months and ive been dying to get em out, but right now it seems to be asleep and doesnt wanna wake up to share. so until then im gonna go watch kevin hart im a grown little man :) nite -salba

met taproot

went to a taproot concert/show on 4/23/09 seen dear enemy, adakain, thirtythree, formada, and of course taproot.

pics on deviantart.com

met all the bands, took pics and got autographs. hung out with aaron, and seen nick, and got laid haha :P

all in all it was a great night. :) met my heros, got release and got some bite marks to go with it.

I hate AZ hahaha

Ive come a long way baby. before, if this call would have happened like 5 yrs ago, I would I have FREAKED THE HELL OUT.
but I was cool, and calm. with a stern voice, but when I was called a whiny bitch, I freaked, but not in the usualy way. thats why Im proud.

but I know I could have handled it better. So yeah I still have things to work on, but I think I did better then I would have, if this happened a few yrs ago.

but it was the type of personality, that is so harsh, that you immediately are put on the defense. o.0

she screamed and yelled and if she would have just gave me the info and let me help, at 1pm on friday, that day it would have been resolved by 1.30pm. but no, she threw a fit and she had to hang up over and over again and scream and yell and throw a fit like a baby, until she finally got something done at what time. lol 6pm on friday, when all depts are closed at 7, and wont get to any esculated issues until monday. so she will go the entire weekend without tv. *LMAO*

seriously I was more then willing to sit throw the fit she was throwing and listen to her scream until her hearts content, but then she called me a bitch. So thats when I drew the line and told her to stop and i started to argue with her,

I swear it was like the talking stain commercial. where the person is talking, but all you hear is the stain yelling uncoherently "khsdjfhskdfhlsoi07382rkjfakjf@#$@#%#$EDhfufuwgrjkhrtkj34324" while you talk. but you cant be heard.

yeah shes the stain of Qwest.

so she called in again this moring and yelled at my sups , sups, sup. and told them she wanted me to applogize to her, and write her a letter. yeah that will happen when hell freezes over, and she applogies to me for calling me names and not letting me get what needed to be done, done. and she could have had her tv on with in a half hour.

the funny thing is she only pays qwest 14 dollars a month for her phone, and what ever she has for direct tv.

and she threathening to disconnect. go ahead its not a loss to qwest. we have people who pay more in a month, then she does in a whole year. so its not going to affect anything.

anyhow, Im amuzed by her anger, why is she so mad and how can you spend all of your life that angry???


So when I Went to the Avenged sevenfold concert, I had my phone, but they were searching people before they let us into the building, so i put my phone back into my car. so no pics.

but this guy was at the A7X and took pics -------> http://www.flickr.com/photos/jscozzari/sets/72157613631476063/

enjoy and search youtube.com for a7x spokane wa 2/9/09 I was there!!! :P

A girl I know

I love it when matt shadows talks dirty baybee! My fav song by them. besides gunslinger.

Avenged Sevenfold Girl I Know Lyrics:

Let me tell you 'bout a girl I know
That comes alive when you take off her clothes
There's no telling just where she's been
Ask around but no one seems to know, yeah


Late at night when you're looking to sin
Call her up and she'll lay down the law
You can trust her cause she'll lie to your face
But that's not why you gave her a call, yeah

You're waist deep inside
The lust, and burning desire

We've all been more than eager to sin
And it feels so right till we pay the price
Now you choose either naughty or nice
Cause she's here for you
It's all yours tonight
You won't believe the stories I've been told
About a girl I know

Another thing about this girl I know
She's more comfortable down on her knees
Went to school, got a job
And then she shot it to hell
All cause she's born to please, yeah


Don't get her mixed up cause she knows what she likes
Can't tell the difference between right and wrong
She knows you're watching every one of her moves
Just more reason to string you along, yeah

You're waist deep inside
The lust, and burning desire

We've all been more than eager to sin
And it feels so right till we pay the price
Now you choose either naughty or nice
Cause she's here for you
It's all yours tonight
You won't believe the stories I've been told
About a girl I know

[Guitar Solo ]

The first time's hard enough but you made it through
The second time I see the changes in you
She's got you somehow, you're needing her now


We've all been more than eager to sin
And it feels so right till we pay the price
Now you choose either naughty or nice
Cause she's here for you
It's all yours tonight
You won't believe the stories I've been told
About a girl I know

Avenged Sevenfold RULES.

A7X was amazing. matt shadows is a god. and he was so much more beautiful in person. :drools:

I was super happy seeing them. it made my year. Papa roach kicked ass. saving abel was ok... but buckcherry rocked too, even tho i only knew like 3 songs. Still was friggin awesome to see the lead singer of buckcherry almost naked in all his tattoo glory. haha

I cried like a baby when A7X played gunslinger.

there was a midget there, first thing I said, how can he hear, he has little ears. I know I know, Im going to hell, but I will see you there, because I know you laughed too.

(partly cause nikki and i have a running joke, theres a small person who lives near us, and every time we see her, nikki says to me "she cant hear us laugh, cause shes got little ears!"

:smack: I know, but stop laughing, cause your making it worse!!! LMAO!


OMFG Im soooooooooooo excited!!! just two more days and I get to see Avenged Sevenfold 2/9/09 in spokane at the star theather!!!! Whoohooo!!!